Rather panicky: I'm rewatching my source but I keep falling asleep because I don't have time to watch stuff until late, and argh, it's intimidating. What was I thinking. I guess I still have a couple days to decide whether to default, but I really don't want to default. But I also don't want to scramble and not have time for a beta (I don't even know how I'm going to find a beta).
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Argh.